If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked, tie them to a bed post, lick them until they scream, then fuck them until both of you are senseless and unable to fuck anymore, then wait about five minutes and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in *your* journal.

AC is coming up

You know what that means?

*Insert emo journal about AC*

Yup. Obviously, since im being emo, that means Im not going. What bites my butt is that we were scheduled to go and everything. Had everything almost set in stone with our rooms and everything. But, with our luck turning to shit just after Morphicon, with our old roommate grubbing Snow out of all his money, and Snow losing his job, everything died.

Had a chance to go atleast one day, to see my friend Kale, who ive been wanting to see for awhile, but...our ride had to back out cause his two vehicles keep dying. Poo.

I really really wish i could just disappear for that week so I dont have to hear people calling and IMing me how great the con is. But theres nothing to do here besides be on the computer. Plus FA and IRC will be dead too, so thats the other side of the equation...

I sure hope Sune's life can get together again soon, and that way, we can make MFM.

We're going to push for that mini-con in Akron, OH though, coming up in July

Happy Birthday Yukon Wolf! 29 paddlings against your crinklebutt should suffice...for NOW! >:D

Get Your Cyborg Name

Everybody run away from the ponyco--BOOM

across the street, with no money! Woo

My credit will be totally shot in the ass, but its better than moving to California

Ill make things nice, short, and sweet, just like I always do.

Things are getting to the point that we're going to get kicked out now. Snow cant catch a break to get to GO anywhere to return his applications. Our roommate is being kicked out and is leaving Friday, and my measely 100 bucks a week is going to either feeding our faces for a week, or atleast keeping the internet and computer back on so I can continue doing commissions for a tiny bit of money.

We have been searching for a roommate, heavily. And so far, only one person has actually offered to move in, but he immediately said he would only be here for about a month, so we had to turn him down. So...Ill brodcast it out throughout my journal now, instead of the local fur LJ.

Is anyone looking to move out and relocate somewhere to help us out?

We need help...badly. If we dont catch a break by the end of the month, we'll be evicted, and then we will need even more help, cause we wont have a place to stay then.

So...if the latter comes up, would anyone be able to house two furs for awhile?

Sorry for not talking here...ever. I just recently got internet back a couple weeks ago

Stuff going on:

Never did work for McDonalds. They never did call me back or give me my uniform, and when I went down there, they refused to give me my orientation pay

Buster moved out in March

Snowball was working at Barker Transportation until now...

Got a job at Krogers 3 weeks ago, at the fuel center. It sucks, and I only make 130 a week, or less.

Snow got laid off again due to economy

We got a new roommate in April in the form of Snow's furry brother. Hes a total douche and eats up all the funds, and does nothing to get money for the house. Just sits around and stays on the computer all day until he goes to bed.

Getting rid of him soon, looking for new roommate.

Sune has been too busy with life to see her barely at all T_T

I have a job now. I got one at the local McDonalds. Snow got fired from SRT, but is now working at ODW Logistics. Buster is about to move out, so if anyone is looking to move to OHio, we have room.

Commissions are still open, minus my 30$ ones. Refer to the previous journal.

Just wanted to get it out there

Net, Cable, Phone, and etc has been dead for about over a week now, and will be dead for some time. Ill try and catch up on any issues in my friends list when I finally get stabilized

1) Name:
Eric

	The most amazing person in the entire universe. Everything about him is perfect! He's charming, handsome, intelligent, strong, romantic, funny...everything you want in a guy. It's impossible not to fall in love with him! Once you lay eyes on him, you will know from that very moment that you will never stop loving him. did you see eric...damn that bitch is fine!

(2) Age:
19
When you 69 with a nugget.
Person 1:I did a 19 with a nug last night.
Person 2:Thats been on my do to list forever. Nice!

(3) One of Your Friends:
Buster

Someone who cant hang or is just acting like a little punk bitch. Man why u scared your acting like a little buster right now.

(4) What should you be doing?
Snuggling

1. Like cuddling and spooning, when you're physically close to someone, but usually with your clothing on, both lying side-by-side in the same shape (like an S shape) and speaking without words. Might follow sex, maybe not. A comforting act mostly. It makes you feel happy. 2. When two people are hugging, one usually to comfort the other, and one has their face buried in the others shoulder. Will hold on until they feel better. 1. Girl and guy snuggling. Guy has arm draped over girl's torso. Both are smiling, with eyes closed. They can both feel how much one loves the other <3 2. *girl crying* Mary, Josh broke up with me. Mary: *hugs friend* Don't worry, Sara. You'll find someone who won't break your heart. Sara: *hugging Mary close, crying on her shoulder* I hope so (whispers) Sara lets go when she feels better

(5) Favorite Color:
Pink

Pink*The New Red! Donut's favorite color. "My armor's not pink. You guys are colorblind. It's more of a lightish red." "Guess what? They already have a color for lightish red. You know what its called? Pink!"

(6) Birthplace:
Lynchburg

A dead end, broken down, landlocked, miserable city located in the mountains of Central Virginia. It's a pit that will steal your soul. Everyone there is possessed by the devil whether they know it or not. There's one way in and one way out. Once you cross the route 29 bridge over the James River Lucifer takes your soul. Some say the river represents River Styx (The river in the bible that leads you into hell) "I'm headed down to Lynchburg for the weekend" "Damn dawg have fun in the underworld"

(This is actually true, take it from me)

(7) Birth Month:
Feburary


(8) Last person you talked to?
Ellen

	The coolest person on the planet....you think she's a dork but really she is the most AWESOME, INCREDIBLE girl EVER....no one can top this girl! Hey its an ellen personality!

(9) One of your nicknames?
Pet

A nickname for the person in whom you have a strong affinity for. My pet, how I adore thee.

Also...*sighs*. Minus the every growing money issue, especially needing $1000 ASAP...I finally get a distraction by spending some lovely time with my mistress Suneccubus. Right when we were getting really lovey dovey and snuggly...Her roommate Clark comes down and kicks me and Buster out because he and his wife are having a fight...-_-

Thanks for making my mood go from bad to good to worse

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In March I helped zadorn hide a body (-173 points). Last Monday I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In May I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In November I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). Last month I bought porn for suneccubus (10 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-821 points). For Christmas I deserve a tentacle up the butt! Sincerely, fionaviolette

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

I edited the end result ;3

Ive been neglecting yal, again. My lazyness has been getting to me again

I have alot to inform everyone of thats been going on for the past month or so. But this first


Me, Snowball, and Buster is planned to be at MFF, unless our car dies again and the company screws Snow (which right now looks like it. They shipped him to Chicago couple days ago, he got there last night with no sleep. Hes now scheduled to drive down to Texas by tomorrow...)

Comment if your going and we can trade phone numbers and such to meet up. Butterscotch, I have your number already and Im looking forward to meeting ya :D

Me and Snow will be in the main hotel with Focswulfe and a couple other furs I dont know, but I may be seen more with AndrewNeo, Jouva, Bouch, and Snowball. Maybe Aquafox if we do get the car fixxed and take him with us.

I finally start getting my artist muse back after it being absent for the past 3 months. It came back when I was at Suni's house last time. Got wrapped up in Disgaea, and slowly pushing to work on it more.

Got in a discussion with my bruvie, Scooter, and this other fur chimes in and joins the convo. I showed him my last work and the current drawing Im working on.

Am I the only person who takes blastings hard? He bashed the drawing hard and said the drawing had downs syndrome...

My muse has been shot 12 different ways thanks to this guy, who isnt even an artist.

Im too sensitive for my own good...

So needless to say, from my last journal, Im unemployed again. That reminds me, I need to go see if I got paid or not. Every little bit helps right now.

But as the title says...I serious need a distraction. The financial issue going on here at the apartment, along with Snow, and hell, the world as well...Its just driving me emo. I kinda want to kick myself for not working on trying to get another job the past couple days...but...mmmmph...my body is giving me the middle finger. I have so much friggin stress inside me right now, and no way to unleash it. Me and Snow have been biting at each other occasionally, especially him. He really...needs to get some anger management. He gets upset over the simplest things, then takes it out on me.

Me...I admit...I need some therapy. I need therapy anyway for that gender certificate...but I really need someone to help me with my recent emotional and stress problems.

Ive tried my best to get involved with my video games....what little I have anyway. Nothing I have excites me, and at most, gives me an hour away from my mind, then I feel like wacking my head against the wall.

I need some new hobbies...but everything cost money. And my artistic muse is all but dead. I have yet to draw anything since the Farellemoon drawing on my FA. Ive got a commission and a trade to do too (Which i really need to do if I want to go to MFF), but I cant get myself to do anything besides try to draw the figure...and I cant even do that. It looks like I forgot how to draw again, almost. -_-

Part of me wants to learn how to make fursuits...since it looks like I wont be able to comission one for another 3 years...but I need to learn how to sew to do that. Im not good with my hands, since they naturally shake (I blame my father for that; always being scared).

But really I just need like...half a week or even a whole week away from all this friggin stress...But I know dear Suni cant take any time off, nor would I feel comfortable down there for a week, since they have enough trouble with feeding 4 people. Blaarrrg...I have so much other stuff on my mind, but Im drawing a dead brain. Ill reupdate if I can think of anything else...

This one is too easy:







AND THE ONE THAT WINS IT ALL! :

Sorry for not updating sooner. Lots of stuff has happened, but ill just touch on this tonight.

So I finally got the FedEx job, unloading trucks at 2:30am. Its hard as fucking hell...it kills my body. I currently cant move anything but my fingers and a little bit of my hands.

Today was the last night of orientation.

Im thinking about quitting

I dont have the energy to do this. And to make everyone kill them selves while trying to unload trucks at a box every 3 seconds?! I cant do that...ever. Not to mention though that I almost blacked out tonight.

I was on my THIRD full length truck full of boxes with my partner for the night, and was almost done. I then lost grip of my box and my knees buckled under me. I came so close from passing out. I had to have three people help me out of the truck and into a chair. After about 10 minutes, I got sent home...or so I hoped.

I go to call Buster, who I gave my phone to since we cant have them on the property. He would not answer. I call Snows phone, would not answer. I called them both several times...nothing. I even had to call my mom to call home to see if anyone would answer. Nothing. The guards eventually found out I was calling out of state several times and completely jumped down my throat. -_- I have a feeling thats coming out of my paycheck

So not able to get ahold of anyone, I stumble outside as best i can and sit by the fence....for an hour. Still no one here. Buster was supposed to come pick me up anyway at 6am...and it was passed that. Finally I said fuck it, and almost crawled my way up to the Circle K. Thank you circle K for letting me use your phone. I FINALLY got through to Buster, yelled at him slightly, waited for him to get here, and said nothing else. He can kiss my ass.

Also, Snow is leaving today...*cries* I need him

Also too, Scooter was down here for a few days to hang out and cub out. Sadly, tonight he got super sick and had to get his parents to come and get him. I hope he feels better soon

Zomg, Mad scientists will kill us soon!

Real update on crap if we survive,later

You're on my friendslist. I want to know 36 things about you. DO IT. (I don't really care, but I promised when I filled it out before.)

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

2) What was your dream growing up?

3) What talent do you wish you had?

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

5) Favorite vegetable?

6) What was the last book you read?

7) What zodiac sign are you?

8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.

9) Worst Habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me? (hmmm...careful!)

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottle or can soda?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

27) What's your favorite place to hang at?

28) Do you believe in ghosts?

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30) Do you swear a lot?

31) Biggest pet peeve?

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose?

35) Do you believe in God?

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?